Yay for rants.

I'm sick of this.
I figured out that when dad turns off his computer (whenever that may be) the wi fi goes away.
That's why sometimes this happens and sometimes it doesn't. It's happening a lot more right now though.
I'm fucking sick of it.
I try so hard on the weekends, my week is getting to be pretty bad now... I'm getting more upset, I'm always in bad moods, and I always have to go to bed so early.
Homework has pretty much taken most of my weekday time away, so I don't really do anything else besides skype on the weekdays.
But then comes the weekend.
I just want to have fun and not give a damn about school. I want to stay up all night doing whatever the hell I want.
No.
I try so hard to find ways, but those are now going away slowly.
I have a lot of ways to get on the internet and skype.. Here's what I've done.

1. My computer in my room.
I did that for a long time. Then mom and dad found out, well the made it so my computer turns off automatically at 11 every single fucking night no matter what.

2. The family's netbook.
I used that for a while when I was sleeping down in the basement. Again, dad found out. Made it turn automatically off at 11 every night.

3. My tablet for school.
I was happy, I realized dad can't make this turn of at 11 automatically since it's pretty much school property. No. Instead the wi fi turns off every time dad turns the computer off downstairs. Sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. But now he's doing it more frequently, even though he doesn't know.

4. My computer in my room. (what i'm doing now)
Ok I know that's weird, but it's a long story. My computer is stupid and annoying. It runs "Ubuntu". I FUCKING HATE UBUNTU. NOBODY LIKES IT.
But when I finally got the Sim's 3, it doesn't run on useless ubuntu, so dad did this weird thing where when the computer first turns on I switch something and Windows comes up... It's not really Windows though... I can't download skype on it or anything... idk.
So the internet works, but no skype, which is what I want.

So whatever. Yeah I'm being selfish and whiny. But I'm sorry. I don't watch tv, I don't really play video games, I don't even really read that much manga anymore! Just here....
So whatever. It seriously makes me mad. I cry, I get mad beyond belief, I just go out of control... It's creepy. It makes me feel so much better when I'm here... It's not just the talking to people thing... I can listen to music I don't own here (that's a big issue with dad too), I can blog whatever the hell I want here (like this for example), I can play games, I can read manga, and I can do so many other things to make myself feel better when I get super upset. It just makes me happier. I will keep finding ways. Mom and dad aren't taking this away from me. I refuse.

I know I sound like psycho and everything... But whatever, I really need to get this out.

It also annoys me that Naji is saying how this is like a sign and someone's trying to prove something to me... No. I refuse to believe that. Yes I'm on here a lot. So sorry. It's not gonna change.

Well, I feel better now that that's all out. On a happier note...
LOOK AT THIS BADASS BLOGGER.
Thanks so much Sebby~

And also, I've heard that people can't see my new posts anymore in their feeds ever since I changed the link thing to my blogger.... That makes me upset... Maybe if people tried refollowing me? idk.
I just like to know that people can see this and choose to read it if they want... But I guess what I'm really trying to say is....
I want to be babied
Woo for selfishness.

Since I have windows turned on... I'm going to go play Sims 3 for like the first time in forever!
Bye.