Cried more in this weekend than I have in a long time. So stressed, depressed, upset, everything.

Happy Halloween.

When.

Now I know what the feeling of your heart dropping into your stomach feels like. I can mark that off my list~

I used to write a lot. Poems just flowed to me. It came so easy to me. Now.... When I try to write something I immediately hate it, delete it, and stop. I hate this.