I remember what I wished for every night for this summer. lol.

Lol. I was on formspring and for a second I thought I saw him. But after looking I realized it was someone else. Then I remembered he deleted his formspring when it all started happening. Silly me.

I got rid of the blog he made me. I'll change it back to my older one I had earlier soon. My computer's being weird. It's a step I guess. Oh yeah and that also means comments are back too. Even though only like 3 people read my blog... lol.

I hate change. I also hate blogger right now and my computer. lol.

This layout has to go soon.

"I love to spend time with myself."
lol. I hate to spend time with myself.

Oh wait no that was him wanting to kill himself. Not not wanting to be my friend. Even better.

I just lost one of my best friends didn't I. Oh god.

It's really cold.

So fucking stressed.