MY TRIP SO FAR.

Well, It has been interesting...
My legs are so cramped though from riding in the car.
So lets see... We're 3 days into our vacation. soon as we arrived at my aunt and uncles house we took my cousin with us and started driving down to California.
It's been long hours in the cramped rental car we have... And my back hurts from sleeping in awkward positions (I never can get used to time zones ;-;)
Today we went and saw The Trees of Mystery. It's these huuuuuuge trees that you get to take pictures of. And when I say huuuuuge. I mean it @.@
OH OH OH ANDDDDDD we got to go in this ski liftish thingy! It was cool! And I found out my dad is afraid of heights.... Interesting.
Lets see, tomorrow is going to be like another 3 hours in the car... Yay for that. And we're going to go see a few other things... All because of mom... But oh well. After that (like about Friday) we go back up to Oregon. Yeah I'm looking forward to those wonderful hours in that stupid rental car. And then for yet another week I will be relaxing in Bend, Oregon. And I get to go to this amazing comic book store that I love ;-; Yayyyyyyy.
Well I have to go before I drain all the battery out of my dads phone... Yes. The laptop is plugged into dads cell because THIS STUPID HOTEL DOESN'T HAVE WI FI :c
Well... Hopefully the next hotel will have Wi Fi...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

SEE YOU IN 2 WEEKS ;-;

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2 WEEKS IN OREGON (not much internet), 3 DAYS LATER AND I GO TO SCHOOL (thats gonna be fun .__.) BLEHHHHHHH. IT'S GOING TOO FAST! AND I SWEAR MOM SAID WE WERE ONLY GOING TO OREGON FOR 1 WEEK ;-;
Oh well. I can't change anything now... :c
AT LEAST OZ LIKES MY NEWLETTER IDEA ;-; That made me so happy... <3
SO LIKE I HAVE A 9 HOUR PLANE RIDE (thats gonna be TONSSSSS of fun ;-;) AND THE FLIGHT IS AT 6:45PM SO WE WON'T GET IN UNTIL 3AM OUR TIME 12AM THEIRS (ﾉ｀^´)ﾉ
AND YEAH. I'm gonna do stuff :c
Time to start saying my goodbyes now... When I get back from my friends house @.@ bleh.
SEE YOU GUYS IN 2 WEEKS ;-; (and a day... Since i'm writing this blog now :P)
Even though I will still have internet... When I do get on I will try to spam you all with love comments ;-;

I WILL MISS YOU ALL AND YOUR SOCKS. ;-;




















































Bye for now :c

Once Upon a Time~

Once upon a time. On a sunny afternoon where their wasn't a cloud in the sky. A little girl ran along the bank of the little river that separated her village from everything bad, cold, and evil. Isolated from all that evil, the village was totally protected by the river. She was a happy little girl. It was a happy little village. So happy and innocent. The girl lived with her family in a nice little cottage in the village, it was her, her brother, her mom, and her dad. A perfect family, in a perfect village. No one ever had to worry about anything. For the village was well hidden away from all the cruel and cold evil that had taken over almost all of the world. No one could find them. Their happiness was well protected.

Until that day.

As soon as she woke up on that morning she knew something was wrong. The birds were not chirping their usual songs as they would do every morning. She didn't hear any of the villagers starting their morning chores, or the sizzling of the bacon as her mom made breakfast. It was quiet. Too quiet. She quickly got dressed and went out her room to see what had happened... I'm sure that if she had just stayed in her room, like a good little girl. Or maybe if she had hid in the closet. Everything would have been fine. For as soon as she stepped out her room, That perfect picture she had had in her mind of her life shattered into a million pieces.

Her life would never be the same again.

Blood was everywhere. It was splattered on the walls, it was on the floor. It was as if the whole world was stained in red. She saw her family on the ground, dead. Their eyes glazed over looking more like glass than anything else. She just stood there. Shocked. Her whole body was numb and trembling. Tears started to cloud her vision. What went wrong? How could her perfect life turn out this way? It was then when she noticed. She was so shocked that she didn't even notice how hot it was. Fire. Everywhere. She ran out of the house coughing. She left everything where it was. And watched her life crumble before her eyes. Her perfect life.... Turned to ash.

Where is she now you ask?

Yes it's true. That all happened a long time ago. But that little girl is still there. She is waiting. Waiting for revenge. She's waiting for all that evil that ruined her life so long ago. She still lives in that village of ash. Haunting the grounds. Waiting. Even those few words keep floating around in her head repeating themselves over and over. Haunting her. They keep saying...

"Nobody's perfect."



(Damnit, Now I'm singing Hannah Montana in my head >.>)

Your Tears

You're crying again.
Nobody is there for you.
You're all alone.
No one cares.
That is what you tell me.
Saying that someone said something, did something, to you.
You don't know what to do.
For no one is there.
You start to cry harder, your feelings all scrambled up inside you.
You just want to leave.
You want to escape from the evil that you have seen and felt.
You want to leave forever.
You want to forget it all.
For you feel that if you talk to someone they won't care and they'll push you away.
Thats what I don't understand.
Why can't you see.
Why can't you see me.
I am here.
I try to be here when you need someone.
But things happen sometimes and it seems that I always miss you when you need the most help.
But when I am here...
I try my hardest to make you happy again.
It might not always help.
But sometimes it's good to just rant about everything you know?
Just spill everything.
So what if it doesn't make any sense at all?
I'm still here.
I will listen.
I will try to comfort you.
I may just say the same things over and over again, or I might just not say anything and listen to you.
But I am still here.
You may have experienced more than me.
Good and bad.
But no matter what I will always try to help.
I just want you to be happy.
I want you to feel better.
Will you just acknowledge that I'm here for you?
I'm trying to help.
I'm here for you.
You can talk to me, forever and always.
I won't push you away or hurt you.
I just want you to be happy again.
I want to see your wonderful smile again.
Please, open your eyes.

THIS IS FOR YOU SEBBY ;-; <3

I'm Afraid of 15 Out 70 Common Fears

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[ ] staying single forever
[X] being a parent
[X] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[X] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[X] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[X] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad
[ ] my boyfriend's/girlfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed
[X] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[X] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[X] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[X] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[X] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[X] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm Afraid of _ Out of 70 Common Fears".

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

Shooting Star

The stars are so bright.
They remind me of you.
You always made my day happy.
You were the shooting star I wished on, I just know it.

We had so many good times together.
We danced without music.
We sung songs that had no lyrics.
We didn't care what other people thought.
They looked at us like we were from a different planet.
So what if we were?
We never cared.

You always made me notice the little happy thing in life.
Whenever I was around you, all the stress, the sadness, everything. Went away.
How did you do it?
How did you make me so happy?
How did you make it seem like there was never anything bad in the world?
I don't know how you did it. But you did.

You laughed at me when I told you I thought you were a shooting star that had fallen to earth.
It was that laugh that made the sun come out.
The laugh that sounded like a million birds.
The laugh that only you let me hear.

I'm here to say thank you.
Thank you for coming to me when I needed you most.
Thank you for being real and not another figment of my imagination.
Thank you for always sticking by me.
I'm forever grateful to you.
And happy.
Sitting here with you in the grass.
Watching the shooting stars in the sky fly by.