Sunday, October 31, 2010

Putting on my mask.

I don't feel any better today than I did last night. Sleeping didn't help but I kind of knew that would happen anyway. People have talked to me, and all wished for me to feel better soon. It made me happy knowing someone cares even though when I'm just being a whiny bitch.
At 4 I'm leaving to go to Lanie's house. From there we're going to Jocy's house and going trick or treating. I'm putting on my mask (very fitting for Halloween) and I'm going to act like every thing's ok. If I don't then Lanie will yell at me and tell me I'm just some depressed, mopey, party crasher. So tonight It's going to be all pretend.

Walking around in my banana suit taking candy from strangers. Woo.

This Halloween isn't how I wanted it to be. Not at all.

Still waiting for Nick to get his butt on skype.
This makes almost 2 hours.
Oh well *waits*
I'm going to go take a shower.

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