For Sebby.

Dear Sebby,

I would write this and yell at you for even THINKING about leave.
Telling you to stay, how we all would miss you so much.
But for once I'm not going to be the needy person.
Trust me, I REALLY want to yell/cry/scream/etc.
But this time I won't. Don't worry, just because I'm not yelling doesn't mean I could ever lose interest in someone as awesomely amazing as you.
I'm just switching tactics.
Sebby, I would never, EVER, forget you.
I would never, even if I was in the worst mood ever in my life, I would never want you to ever leave.
Neither would a lot of people, trust me, I know.
We all want you to stay.
But I know you have your reasons, and I accept it.
You have a say too.
But know, If you left Sebby there is a 95% chance I would leave right along with you.
I'm not kidding.
We've always talked about it.
You told me the people who if they ever left you would leave too...
They didn't leave and yet you still want to leave...
That's ok, there's nothing wrong with that.
Maybe you do need a break!
But know...
We love you so fucking much Sebby.
i would never, EVER, lie about that.
So please, Just listen to what I have to say.
If you need a break you need a break!
That's ok...
I will probably leave as well... who knows.
I just please want you to think this all the way through Sebby.
Not every single person hates you.
That's impossible.
No matter how true it may seem to you then.. It's not.
There are people out there who care about you Sebby, they want you.
Okay?
Please.
Just listen.
Think about this all the way through before you do anything.
What are the pros and what are the cons?
Ask yourself that.
Please Sebby.

We love you.
Kelly