Friday, June 18, 2010

Empty Shell

What have I done?
All I wanted was to be happy again.
You came to me.
Told me you could make all the pain and suffering go away.
I believed you.
You said all you needed was for me to give you one little thing.
You said it wouldn't be of much value to me anyway.
I said okay.
And you took it.
You took my soul.
You were right of one thing.
All the pain is gone.
But only because I can't feel it.
I'm numb.
I can't feel the wind on my face, I can't laugh, I can't even see anymore.
I'm just a empty shell.
All because of you.
I was so naive.
Why did I ever say yes?
For now I am just sitting here.
No one to talk to.
No one to love.
I'm alone.
All because of you.
Do you do this to everyone like me?
People who want to just be happy again.
To escape from everything.
Do you take their souls too?
And crush them.
Up into little pieces.
And laugh at the empty shell they have become.
To leave them there.
To die.
All alone.
Just like me.

3 comments:

  1. ...tis sad.
    Not worth it, to have aaall your pain go away, if it means there's no more happiness

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  2. Exactly. That was what i was trying to get across in this! It worked ^0^

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  3. sigh your poems are sooo much better than mine lol

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