Remember

Remember the days?
The days that have been forgotten.
The days that seem so far away now.
But to me it seems like it was just yesterday.
The day you told me you loved me.
I still remember the shirt you wore that day.
The one that had the rabbit on it, it said "Be My Carrot".
I loved that shirt on you.
But that was the last time I ever saw you wear it.
After that day.
The day when you told me you loved me.
The day I pushed you away.
I broke your heart.
I broke everything.
I remember how you ran away, your tears sparkling in the sunset.
That bloody red sunset.
I wanted to run after you.
To catch you.
To say that I was sorry, but I couldn't move.
That pained look on your face was etched into my mind.
Forever and ever.
So here I am.
On my deathbed.
Counting down the days I have to live.
Remembering that day.
The day you told me you loved me.
Remembering all that pain I caused you.
I'm here to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I hurt you.
I'm sorry you had to deal with all that pain alone.
I'm sorry I pushed you away, when you needed me most.
I'm sorry.
So now will you remember?
Will you remember the time when everything was happy?
When we never had a care in the world.
Remember.
And the all pain will go away.
Please.
Remember.
For me.
And everything will all be better again.
I promise.

I got totally inspired by Flahs blog Paper Regrets.
So I wrote this! I'd love to see what you guys think about it! This is like the first time I've ever done anything like this...