Update.

Dear _____,

I'm envious of you, still. I'm jealous of many things you can do and I can't. But despite that I still love you. no matter how much you scare me or what you say that will never change.
But most of all.
The thing I hate most out of all of this.
Is how much I miss you.

Love,
Kelly

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Deep.
That actually is for someone I'm sure you know who you are. If you're still here though. I don't know.

School is blah. I get the homework the night it's assigned and mope around my house. Oooooh super duper exciting!

I get depressed over various things, mostly having to do with my self esteem (which is in the negatives I might add) but it's nobodies fault it's mine so it's all good.

ASDDFGH. I am on like a HUUUGE writers block. Sure I cough up a poem every now and then but that's not what I want! I haven't been able to write anything since THAT happened. I want one person to help me get out of this annoying block. But that's impossible now.

I wonder how many people on OZ will remember my birthday. I have been mentioning it for a while now but oh well. Also how many people at school. Who knows. Either a lot of people remember or nobody does. We'll just have to see.

Mom gets back from Florida tomorrow. After she gets back we're scheduling a haircut for me. My hair is waaaay too long and out of control and THICK now. I know exactly what I want it to look like. Thanks Leda!

Farewell.
Kelly